I have come across two items online I feel the need to discuss tonight. This is not normally the kind of thing I’ll blog about but both are very close to my heart and I feel the need to voice an opinion. Please, after reading voice your too and comment. The internet is a dangerous thing.
Above you see a picture of an 8 week, 5 day old featus. Mindy’s mother miscarried the child and took pictures for facebook of her unborn offspring. To be honest, as a parent myself I couldn’t do this. But as a recently grieving Mother I realise she is trying to show how proud she is of her child and how heartbroken she is to be robbed of her little girl’s life. From my point of view it’s extremely personal and I wouldn’t want that on my facebook, yet massively understandable for someone who is experiancing extreme loss needs the world to appreciate her grief.
What isn’t understandable is the comments below on this page. Some people have called the images of this featus ‘disgusting.’ Why? It is what could have been a healthy life but never had the chance. Like I said it isn’t something I would have done as a Mother myself but it was posted out of love and respect and complete and utter heartbreak. For anyone to come forward and judge a mourning mother is pretty disgusting in itself.
Also. Comments like this.
Wow– so do some of you even hear yourselves!? A mother values her unborn and cherishes the memories of their few moments together through photographs, and you call it “disgusting”. Another mother allows her unborn’s brains to be sucked from it’s head and it’s bones to be crushed and pulled from her body piece by piece, then dissected and sold for medical research, and that’s totally acceptable!?
Why are you being so judgmental of a woman’s choice to love her child when you defend another woman’s choice to butcher hers?
I shouldn’t say this, as everyone is entitled to their opinion. But anyone who genuinely believes abortion should be abolished should take a good luck at the world. I am one hundred percent pro-choice. One in five women will become a victim of rape of attempted rape in their lifetime. How many children does that make? Born into families without a loving father, with a Mother whom hasn’t had a choice in whether she wants a child, and for that woman (or girl), to have to go through the entire pregnancy and complete life change as a reminder of a traumatic event. It’s pure cruelty. Woman or men that recover from rape are unbelievable, incredible and simply fucking powerful. But to have to try and go through that process knowing your whole lifestyle choice has been taken away from you without choice? To a person that has terrified you? Ruined your life at that point? These women matter and are entitled to move on with their lives.
I’m not just writing about assault cased pregnancies. Obviously if a woman has ten terminations it is completely unacceptable. Life is sacred and should be dealt with extreme care. But if a woman falls pregnant whilst on a low paid job with two children already and her partner has just left.. as an example, for her own mental and physical health and the health of her children, it’s an excruciating choice. It should never be taken lightly. Essentially by having a termination you are agreeing to end the life of a person that could have been, that doesn’t mean that person won’t be here in another form. We are souls and it depends on your beliefs. Sex and pregnancy shouldn’t be taken lightly. You can’t just ‘get rid’ once your pregnant. It’s a heartbreaking decision for anyone but a woman always always should be given a choice. She should realise the consequences of her actions and understand exactly what she is going ahead with.
So stupid one sided comments like that are ultimately closed minded. A woman doesn’t ever decide to ‘butcher’ her child, she decides to grieve and live a decent life depending completely on the circumstances. PRO-CHOICE.
Next..
I couldn’t actually watch the full video. The song made me cry. Her voice is full of passion and the video is heart wrenching. Lady Gaga’s videos have always been hard hitting but this is reality. No bullshit sequin tits or hot pants with spikes or whatever the hell she would wear. The story within the music video demonstrates exactly what sexual assault can to do a person and is brutally honest about it too.
I was a victim of sexual assault when I was sixteen and it really does ruin your life. I fell so so far but blossomed in a way I never thought was possible. Until it happens to you, you don’t know, how it feels. I couldn’t get out of bed or shower, let alone eat or see people. Especially men. When I managed to build up the courage to leave the house I would freak waiting on people at work, even men with families my hands would shake and I couldn’t serve them. Or on a train platform I would start panicking when a male commuter stood too close to me. Even my own friends, I was suddenly wary of the people I once trusted. In one night I had been physically and mentally ruined. It destroys everything you believe about the world. We think we are so invincible until we are controlled.
This music video is extremely hard hitting but should be carefully displayed. I hate the idea of the world growing cold to everything through the internet and not able to be shocked as we’ve ‘seen it all’. It definitely shouldn’t be freely available to children online, maybe come with an age consent of some sort. But all in all it’s brutal, honest and true. I was hugely impacted for months and months and floated through life convinced everybody wanted to hurt me. Which of course wasn’t true. I came out a stronger, more beautiful person and learnt to see the absolute best in people. My attacker was never caught, so I had to create my own closure.
You genuinely can’t realise how heart breaking rape is for an individual and his or her family. Years later I am a Mother. Not a survivor, a thriver. Â I see what Gaga is trying to do with this short film and it could be extremely effective in the right hands.
To end on a more positive note.. this is how I wish to parent Noah.
My boy loves Frozen and if he wanted an Elsa doll, thats what he would get.
Its getting late now. So goodnight my wonderful friends. I apologise for the seriousness of this post, I just felt the need to voice an opinion. Both issues are dearly close to me and I needed to elaborate.
Mother, Flourisher, Believer.
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